Ambivalence

My sister and her boyfriend are on their way back home. Now we have about two weeks time to be unproductive before our next and possibly the last over-seas guest will arrive. Then it won't be long until I'll hop on a plane to Helsinki with the kid and start looking for a flat there. I don't know what to think. It is absolutely wonderful to go back and get on with my own projects, but there'll be so many things I will miss from Tokyo. And moving causes me stress.